VIENNA.
It is my dream destination. Along with Venice (a
place I am fascinated with because it is surrounded by water)
But if I had to pick one place, I’d pick
Vienna, Austria.
Most people would pick a place for it appeals
to them and if Vienna is their choice, it’d most probably be because it is the “City
of Dreams”, “City of Music” and of course, Danube !
But I pick Vienna for a very different reason.
My reason is a book. A book by Betty Neels titled “Magic In Vienna” (Oh please
give me a break, I had just started high School when I read it and Harlequin romances
are allowed at that age). Though the book by itself is not “mind blowing”, I am
very emotionally attached to it.
I did not have much time with my parents and I
have always wanted to learn things about them. There are a lot of stories about
my father that are told even today. His pranks, how he charmed everyone etc and
about mother, it’s always;” she was very quiet, loving and read a lot”. When I started High school, 2 huge gunny sacks
were brought down from the attic and given to me.
My mother’s collection of Novels.
I hadn't pegged Amma as someone who enjoyed reading
English novels much less M&B / Harlequin. Much to my amazement, there in
that stack of wonderful Kannada Novels, were 2 English Novels. One was “Magic In
Vienna”. Incidentally, it was also my first English Novel as I had only read
Kannada till then.
It was after reading “Magic in Vienna”, that I decided
to travel to Vienna and Venice, at least once in this lifetime. I know how I visualized
Vienna when I was reading the book. It is illogical but I have this feeling
that Amma felt very similar too. Amma would want to visit too but couldn’t because
she did not live to.
It might me being desperate to feel her
presence but that is how it is. I want to go there and feel the City and then
tell Amma, “Look, here we are!” (Please don’t think I am a loony but yes a belief
seeped into my mind in my formative years that Amma is with me when I read fictions
and is waiting for me to take her to Vienna)
Sigh. I want to go to Vienna for Amma. For
myself. For us. To feel that she is still around me and to tell her that “We
made it. We are seeing what Cordelia saw when she first landed in Vienna”
Sadly, the book was lost thanks to my brother who threw a whole lot because they were infested with Carpet Beetles/Cigarrete Beetles and Booklice. I wish I was home to stop him. But then....
Beautiful. Straight from the heart. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks :) This comment put a smile on my face
DeleteThis is such a poignant post... beautifully penned...and no you are not loony at all! :)
ReplyDeleteAwww Raka. Hugs
DeleteAwww Raka. Hugs
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